I don’t hate my life. I hate the way I feel. And the more I try to fix the outsides, the more confusing it becomes as to why I want to die. I can get the outsides shiny and clean, but shiny and clean do not sanity make.
Am I sober if I’m taking psych meds?
Does mental illness trigger addiction or vice-versa?
I had postpartum depression for four years and it nearly killed me. I was hospitalized twice and I missed my…