One month later, we moved to Sparks. The subtitle of this blog should be â€œSparks Is a Gateway Drugâ€ but no one would even know what the fuck Sparks was so it wouldnâ€™t be funny. Sparks sucks so much that it would fuck up my entire blog subtitle. Yeah, thatâ€™s how much Sparks sucks.
The only thing that didnâ€™t totally suck was the house. I actually liked it. New Dad ripped out the Astroturf immediately and built us a beautiful wooden deck. It felt like a rich personâ€™s house to me because it was so big. Iâ€™d only lived in rentals and motels my whole life, so a house was kind of a foreign concept. And Mom had her own studio for her artwork so there were no longer paint cans on the dining room table. Now that I lived in a real house that we owned, I thought I was rich.
The true suckiness began when I was tossed into Agnes Risley right in the middle of the school year. Oh, and I was now the rich kid after Iâ€™d always been the poor kid. Talk about confusing. Ends up that hill we lived on was the only middle class area for which the Risley Bears were zoned and the poor asshole kids were none too pleased with the few kids who lived on the hill. Especially new kids who lived on that hill.
No sooner than Mrs. Barnes introduced me to the class did I have the pleasure of meeting three of my future bullies. Tammy was an ugly fat red head with a skin problem. The skin on her nose would slough off in chunks. Probably didnâ€™t help that in between bullying me and babysitting her Ritalin infused younger brother, she obsessively picked at her ugly fat face.
Lisa and Gina were the same age as me, but somehow managed to develop full-on boobs and had BOTH started their periods already. Oh, and they wore make-up. I was still playing with Smurfs and collecting animal figurines. Boobs, periods, and make-up were only things Iâ€™d seen on TV.
Itâ€™s shocking that I even managed to make two friends. Marie was an equally awkward girl who shared with me her passion for Duran Duran and TV, and Eve was a girl who lived in the Section 8 apartments across the street from the school who had a strong aversion to bathing.
Most days were hell. Due to the overall lack of appropriate supervision, recesses were spent dodging Tammy, Lisa, and Gina. It was exhausting. I still have a negative Pavlovian reaction to recess bells. But this is when I noticed THEM. At the furthest most point from the elementary and middle schools were two sun cracked tennis courts with a large graffiti-covered back wall. This is where the smokers hung out.
They wore denim jackets with Iron Maiden or Pantera album covers painted on the back. They sported mullets back when they were cool. Some of them had dyed hair or tails. For those of you sad enough not to be alive during the 1980â€™s, a tail was one thin piece of hair that was much longer than the rest of your hair that was frequently braided or dyed.
One plus one was start smoking NOW. I envisioned Tammy approaching me from behind. I would turn around, in slow motion of course, cigarette blazing between my awesome lips.
â€œOh hey Courtney,â€ sheâ€™d say as she picked at her ugly face.
â€œHey,â€ Iâ€™d say, all gruff and rad.
â€œI didnâ€™t know you smoked,â€ sheâ€™d say, kind of cowering.
â€œBeen smokinâ€™ my whole life,â€ Iâ€™d say, like Johnny Cash, only cooler.
â€œCan I try one?â€ sheâ€™d beg.
â€œNah. You donâ€™t want to start this nasty habit. Itâ€™ll kill you.â€
Sheâ€™d walk away, totally in awe of my coolness. Then, sheâ€™d warn Lisa and Gina never to mess with me again lest I go crazy on them with my sheer unpredictable badassedness.
The only thing left to do was actually figure out how to smoke and then be seen doing it. That, and remember my dialogue.